Translations from Memory
    FRED D’AGUIAR
   Translations from Memory
   For Aniyah
   Contents
   Title Page
   Dedication
   Acknowledgements
   Museum Gilgamesh
   Greek & Latin
   Greco-Roman
   Homer
   Diderot, One
   After Horace
   Before Ovid
   Sappho, Oh Sappho
   Aeschylus
   Africa
   Milesians
   Heraclitus Meets Parmenides Meets Empedocles
   Protagoras
   Socrates Plato Aristotle
   Archimedes
   Hellenists Versus Hedonists
   Cynics & Skeptics
   Epicureans & Stoicism
   Romany
   Plotinus
   Catholics & Jews
   St Benedict
   Gregory The Great
   Dark Ages
   Islam
   Hannibal
   St Thomas Aquinas
   Franciscans
   Renaissance
   Galileo’s Snowflake
   Machiavelli
   Erasmus
   More
   Reformation
   Burton’s Anatomy
   Slavery Intro
   Tidal
   Francis Bacon
   Heads, Hobbes; Tails, Descartes
   Spinoza
   Leibniz
   Liberals
   Locke Meet Hume
   Hume Meet Locke
   Romantics
   Pushkin
   Rousseau
   Kant
   Hegel
   Equiano
   Schopenhauer
   Nietzsche
   Utilitarian
   Marx
   Sojourner Truth
   Bergson
   Marie Curie
   Douglass
   Tagore
   Einstein
   Phenomenology
   Levi-Strauss
   Fanon
   Barthes
   W.E.B. DuBois
   Malcolm
   MLK Intro
   The Sirens’ Song by Romare Bearden
   Wilson Harris
   Dante
   Pushkin Redux
   Anna Akhmatova
   Lighthouse
   George Seferis
   Lorca
   Hitchcock’s Vertigo
   Aime Cesaire
   Calvino
   Our King James
   Martin Carter
   Sargasso Sea
   Mandela
   Diderot, Two
   Walter Rodney
   Trans Coda
   Yeats, Eliot, Pound
   DW
   KB
   About the Author
   By the Same Author
   Copyright
   Acknowledgements
   Tidal emerged out of a residency at Liverpool University English Department’s Travel, Transculturality and Identity in England (TIDE) project led by Professor Nandini Das, and published in Transitions (USA).
   The Sirens’ Song by Romare Bearden appeared in the anthology Bearden’s Odyssey: Poets Responding to the Art of Romare Bearden, edited by Kwame Dawes and Matthew Shenoda (Northwestern University, 2017).
   Other poems appeared in part or in revised form in the following: Griffith Review (Australia), Faultline (USA), Island (Australia) and Poetry (USA).
   Museum Gilgamesh
   A teen couple, hand-in-hand, breeze past
   The senior uniformed greeter and barely glance
   One semi-colon, backlit, carved from elephant
   Tusk, an intro to the whole, displayed behind glass.
   Instead they head for backrooms, where apostrophe,
   Tilde, dieresis, look less prized, and shadows invite
   These lovers to steal a kiss or two, out of sight,
   Or so they think, unaware as they are of security
   Cameras discreetly placed in corners to record
   All in those quiet rooms. As they head for the exit
   The pair approaches a full stop, the last big exhibit,
   Mounted as grandly as any finality accords.
   Both pray, Sweet Jesus, let this last, but they know
   For all their present magic, they must end now.
   Greek & Latin
   1
   A puzzle of perfumed rubble,
   Ethnologists in white gloves brush,
   label, date and crate, slaves under
   laden tables, who bare teeth, force
   smiles, for a motion, a wager, tabled
   for all seated around – well, yes – High
   Table; they look out one eye, named
   progress, passed from hand to mouth
   to hand, back and forth, as women
   enter, exit, Morse code foot shuffle
   headdress disguise, fashion muzzle.
   2
   There is more to race than a tanning
   salon suggests. Take our woman in black,
   pink gums, pink cuticles, white instep,
   her black is seasonal and in your face.
   She walks into and out of her skin
   as one would a supermarket
   without a second thought for
   all the things in her shopping
   cart: tanning oil, roll-on anti-perspirant,
   (begin sax solo) quail, plus sales tax.
   Greco-Roman
   Poor language, gives away too much
   too soon, asks for too little too late,
   or else basks in continual deferral?
   Peel my dead skin, layer by rusted layer,
   watch how limited time reddens, folds
   under scrutiny, yields to touch
   as much as talk, and looks,
   if looks could kill, rather than this blank
   silence among dead, this echo in a shared grave.
   Homer
   The topless towers on South Beach
   Keep their shape with a watering can
   That stops them crumbing in the sun.
   Under the overpass homeless men,
   Women and some children stake out
   Ground with cardboard and shopping carts.
   Armies of tourists snap the castle and stare,
   News crews aim and shoot the ramparts
   From various angles and interview
   The architect – a shy young man
   Bronzed like a Greek god with hair
   Involuntarily bleached by sun and sea
   Dirty blonde and twisted by neglect
   Into dreads, no Jah, no Rastafari,
   No mercy, mercy, me, a stone’s throw
   From those poor folk with no temples
   But the pillars that support the overpass,
   Under a starlit roof named after gods.
   Diderot, One
   Had nothing to do with Cicero,
   Allegro or Negro, so I summon Mango,
   Mandingo, tango, Shango, call,
   Nay, summon, my Uncle Joe,
   Whose panegyrics grip, gyrate me,
   Let me go, wound string, tight spool,
   My high speed aim for a redacted name.
   No drink to twist, smoke to turn
   My head towards that particular sun.
   Work my fingers to the bone
   Until my thumbs lose their print,
   Sunrise and dusk land on a line
   I walk sideways, look askance.
   Hear Aunty Bess, hear Aunty Bess,
   Hear Aunty Bess a holler;
   What she a-holler, what she
   A-holler, what she a-holler for?
   This skin school where we must all
   Play fools just to get by or die,
   Heroes in early graves marked
   By an absence of h
eadstones.
   The books say the brave die young.
   What they do not say must be found.
   Oh Lord, me bucket got a hole
   In the center, and if
   You think I telling lie,
   Push your finger.
   After Horace
   They say the blind feel out
   What they see.
   Think of Gloucester,
   Eyes traded for insight.
   But hungry belly alters
   20/20 hindsight.
   My birdfeeder designed
   For Hummingbirds,
   Sports red syrup and nozzles
   Shaped for knitting-needle beaks,
   Chestnut-sized sticklers, to tread
   Air and syringe away.
   This time, soup kitchens
   Filled to capacity, turn away
   More hungry than they can
   Accommodate, more among us
   Running on empty, some of us
   Stuffed so full we cannot see.
   Before Ovid
   Change or die made me choose
   My skin, a watertight suit
   Zipped from head to foot,
   Whose clasp I merely pincer
   Between thumb and index finger
   To undo history of –
   And step away from –
   As one might shun a nest of vipers,
   Asleep in the shape of a jar.
   Sappho, Oh Sappho
   Danced on coals after the fire
   Died and light started on the horizon
   After a night of dancing around a fire
   She lay with more than one head
   Beside her belonging to more women
   Than those she called lover or sister,
   Some were cooks, some sang or played
   Instruments, others just looked good,
   All left it to her to say what this meant
   For the city behind battlements ripe
   For an invading army to plunder
   Just as that fire reduced to ash
   But not without fighting words
   From this woman put to music
   And choreographed for a troupe.
   Aeschylus
   The gift came in the post.
   The post arrived in my sleep.
   I woke with the package in my head,
   On the nib of my tongue, fingertip,
   Gift asked me to clear a moment
   Before breakfast, grab this look,
   No more than an eye-corner glance.
   Could I say no to a surprise gift?
   Africa
   Skull for a continent,
   baobab tree cradled,
   rocked by a hand none
   can see, palm pressed
   small tamarind back,
   urges me on, find something
   I know nothing about, that trips
   off my tongue as much as
   off my hips, things to make me
   go ah, think I have peacock eyes
   behind my head, a fantail speckled
   with eyes tripped by mist, light,
   taste glands on my bare soles,
   Nile in these veins, Sahara skin,
   Gold Coast fort flesh; knock,
   on wood, on bone, tap my spine,
   needle pores, Africa, what you
   is to me but some part in waves,
   crease in mud, B’s door
   imperceptibly ajar, let me in.
   Milesians
   Not far from here, mist thrown from hilltop to deep valley,
   from capital to border crossings, posted sentries; tunics,
   shields, helmets, togas, head-in-cloud dreams,
   cloud shapes, heads drift away from sloped shoulders
   towards Athens, Rome, where books and fiddles scream,
   burn, where fire toys with men, women, children, flora, fauna.
   Heraclitus Meets Parmenides Meets Empedocles
   1
   Chaos, zigzag rain paints disused
   shed window, cracked, polished,
   sees in or out, framed by downpour
   searching glass for portals, porters,
   pores. There is language in this rain.
   There is no word for race.
   Rain without any history
   I care to name or can name
   out of care. Something happens to skin
   that listens to water, amounts to more than…
   2
   A principle is a principle,
   so says the Englishman without a hat,
   under a noonday tropical sun,
   in his wild search for an establishment
   that serves a good cup of tea,
   he believes will cool him down,
   by working up a fine sweat on his brow;
   all he needs is a breeze to crown the scene;
   all he gets is a cold sweat when that sun dips,
   lengthens his shadow, sets.
   3
   Air, my messenger.
   Water, my consumer.
   Earth, between my toes.
   Fire, in my earlobes, taste buds.
   Carry me quartet,
   till kingdom come to town;
   contain what’s left of me;
   consume me when I am dead.
   Protagoras
   There is nothing to say that the gods exist or do not
   which is to say that the temples may be built on
   sand rather than rock. Take time to carve your
   initials in an apple-shaped lifelike sliced life.
   There is nothing to say that the gods do not
   exist or that they do, yet they may take exception,
   in fact do, to your devotion to another living thing,
   my point, since lightning must strike you, live your life.
   Socrates Plato Aristotle
   1
   Talked himself into a corner and a sacrament
   he considered a blessing in heavy disguise.
   Walked into a mountaintop mine with the disposition
   of a canary on the up and up, whistle stop.
   Could not see his hand, his face in black raiment,
   dark being thick rock, rock that left him bruised.
   2
   Is not to be confused with potato,
   though both have skins that a lash might peel
   and a stroke of love might heal.
   Is not to be confused with plate
   near empty for the hungry
   brimful for the rich.
   Is not late too little too late,
   as in, she is late this month,
   or fame came too late for Rhys,
   for Lear, to appreciate it, when
   Gloucester said, I see you.
   Not Pluto, demoted to a rock.
   May as well stick with a cartoon dog
   3
   Poor found a stage for a home,
   house without a roof,
   theatre with eyes for windows,
   for looking in, plucked, not out,
   and a doublewide porch for a mouth.
   Archimedes
   Stop me if light bends in water and shapes the window I look through
   At a pond of light, glass where I see my reflection staring back at me.
   Stop me before dust mars my sight as I pivot between the thing under
   My nose and that far off, rain-full, dimple in earth, mirror for one sky after
   Another curved sky, when the string that joins us, elastics too thin, breaks
   Points of light, to send me reeling into dark, and you left to track my scent,
   Where I cannot find you even if I could fit pieces whole again, no seam.
   My footprints on water, your fingers on the wrong side of a pane my face
   Almost touched, water-skin-punctured, backbone-bend-of-light entry,
   For all to see who look with one eye above and one below the surface.
   Hellenists Versus Hedonists
   Wherever I hang my hat that’s my home,
   We are the wild b
oys, the fast boys
   Assuming there isn’t a rope around my neck
   The flash boys, we are the boys the girls
   And that hat on my head hangs just so.
   Call nasty, we make our mothers cry.
   The ones who lived and the ones who died;
   The ones who laughed and the ones who cried.
   I need a hat stand and a hall for that stand.
   We rejoice in our bad times and regret our joys.
   A hat maker and tailor with clothes to match
   We cannot know peace and know old is not for us,
   My hat, and a barber to keep my head trim.
   We are the wide boys who welcome the grave.
   The list lengthens into conquest of a region.
   We make children and never become fathers
   My stay lengthens into the resistance to my need
   We make love and never know solace
   For a Spivey hat and all those trimmings.
   We live as wide boys in malls, content.
   The ones who lived and the ones who died;